|The last eight years have been a good deal harder or us than they have been on him.|
Those of you who have been with us, on this blog from the very beginning, know that the timing of the Obama presidency, at the very least, has been very difficult for us.
First of all, when Barack Obama was running for president, I bought and read his books. I didn't agree with his views and his perspectives and what seemed like socialist leanings to me and so I knew that I would not vote for him. I encouraged the kids and the rest of the family to read these books, which I incidentally bought quite cheaply from half.com. Daniel, even at 12, was first to read the books and most of the other kids, despite being at the university did too. The kids also thought that he did not espouse American values, and they could not vote for him. One of my son's had his life threatened by another student at his urban university when he said he might not vote for Obama. Apparently, young people in particular were very pro-Obama. I was working teaching college at the time, and when my students asked me who I was voting for, I wouldn't tell them. I thought, just as my own professor's had, that I should not exert undue influence of my students. I told them that they should do their own research and make their own decisions. I have regretted that.
Of course, in early November, 2008, just after my father's passing, Barack Obama was elected to the presidency. At the end of November, Daniel died suddenly. Daniel knew that Barack Obama had been elected, but Daniel was never here on Earth for even one day of his presidency. As Obama discussed "shovel ready jobs", "leading from behind", trading in your paid off reliable car for a new one with six years of payments, and other nonsense, we felt as if we had fallen into a bizarre episode of Sliders. Someone was doing something strange in the White House while our family processed the totally insensible and unfathomable death of a 12 and a half year old.
We were equally confused when Mr. Obama was reelected in 2012. We didn't know a single person who had voted for him a second time, and yet, there he was again. Four more years. Four more years of golf trips, broad criticisms of America, having the Muslim Brotherhood to dinner at the White House, and executive order upon executive order, most of which can't really be Constitutional. Obamacare came in and no one really stood against him. Anyone who did was accused of being a racist. How would expressing dismay regarding his actions make anyone a racist ? Mr. Obama is also the child of a mother with Irish ancestry. Most of us believe that there is only one race, human, and that when the economy goes well for one group of us, it tends to go well for another. We all must eat. We all must live somewhere, and we all love our children and seek to do what is best for them.
Obamacare cost our own family a great deal more money on a monthly basis than health insurance did before. My husband has had no raises since the beginning of his presidency. With cash flow more difficult, there have been no vacations since then. No, not in eight years. (Although we have taken some business trips.) In fact, our expenses have increased while our income has decreased. We are in far worse shape today than we were when he was elected.
And so finally, the Obama presidency draws to a close. It's been a difficult eight years, in part because bizarre edicts and strange actions have occurred on the part of this administration. The world in general is quite different and much less safe. This November, Daniel will have been gone for eight years, which is already two thirds of the time he was on the Earth in total ! The day of his passing still seems like yesterday.
I don't know why God called Daniel home so suddenly as he did. On dark days, sometimes I have thought that perhaps God is rapturing deserving children, and that Long QT Syndrome (LQT) or Sudden Arrhythmic Death Syndrome (SADS) or Sudden Unexplained Death in Childhood (SUDC) which are the potential alternatives we were given following multiple autopsies,exist so that God can call his best students of Earth home as the enter difficult times. I still don't have any good answers. I still live on Earth, do my best, in this broken timeline.
Here's hoping, no praying, for a better presidency this time around, and I live in the hope that Mr. Obama is remanded to the golf course for the remainder of his natural life. So, if God can do whatever he wants, do you think he will send Daniel back to us now ? I wish he would.