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Daniel,
When I first started putting an annual Christmas letter to you in your stocking at Christmas, I wasn't sure how long it would continue. The year you passed, so suddenly, I had so many things I needed to tell you. There were things I was not sure you knew. Last year, I began placing them electronically, here and on your Forever Missed page.
This past year has been very hard. You have been gone now for fifteen years, and your brother Matthew has been gone for a year. I know you have a basic perspective of how things are or will be, but again, from me, we are doing our best. Some days, we do better than you might anticipate and you would be proud of us. Other times, it's hard to put one foot in front of the other, and to clean and organize for Christmas when sometimes we might prefer just to skip it this year.
Your memory has never faded. Your jokes, your comments and your attitudes about things are never forgotten, and they are still a source of amusement here. Only one of the animals here on the farm that you knew when you were here, still remain alive. Fifteen years is a long time in the animal kingdom. Warrior Princess Camellia (the black alpaca) still remains alive, although she is quite elderly. She is doing quite well medically at this moment, but as most alpacas do, she will eventually become ill, usually within the course of one day, and pass before the next. She still lives a beautiful life and we hope she remains as long here as possible. I know that you will he there to encourage her when she does eventually depart.
I love you so, Daniel. Please take good care of Papa Lawrence, your brother Matt and the others there with you, including the animals. I know they will try to do the same for you.
Your "Turkish brother" and friend Onur has provided a picture of what you might look like if you had remained on Earth and I have posted it above. I love you wider than the oceans and deeper than the seas. Yes, including the inland sea on Cape Breton Island in Nova Scotia.
